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A wish

I’ve just kind of been hiding away, in a sense, over the past few days. I’ve been only in my room/office for sleep, otherwise I’ve been in the living room with the iBook. The most important thing (person) in my life is gone… it was so painful to be without him on the 15th, and even more so to be without anyone. I’m accepting that my life has crumbled around me… I tried, so hard… to be as good to Davey as possible… I wish that we’d at least be able to talk. This journal is overflowing with references to him and how much I love him… at least that part is still true, though I find myself wanting to forget everything about him sometimes. I miss him terribly, even still.

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2 Responses to “A wish”

  1. Geof Says:
    November 25th, 2002 at 4:37 PM

    Well, you’d be a loveless soul if it didn’t burn and ache just a wee bit. I don’t think you’re capable of that at all. Of grousing about it? That, that I can understand. ;)

    You’ll make it. [And did you get your package? :D]

  2. indi Says:
    November 26th, 2002 at 12:47 AM

    Yes, actually I did, thank you. :)