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so… yeah… dave says that he may be making it possible, financially, for me to visit him soon, perhaps this weekend… …though i do believe i’d love to see him, i do have some concerns, but it’s been so long… i really do miss him. though, something’s telling me that it isn’t gonna happen.
wow… i’ve been thinking pretty seriously about going to visit my friend in russia later in the year… i just now checked on flight prices and was absolutely astonished. i was thinking the airfare would be insanely expensive, but when i looked, i can fly austrian air for about 418.00. definitely makes the trip a great possibility! :) so i’m excited, i think it would be so incredibly awesome. In talking with my friend there over the past quantity of weeks/months, he just amazes me with how awesome he is, i think we’d have a great time with each other. Of course he’s extremely cute, damn him being straight!! But, hey, I might just be able to show the straight boy how to kiss a boy, lol… j/k
In more intranational news, i’m very much looking forward to seeing clayton in georgia, and of course my subsequent abduction of him, lol, since i’m sure once i see him i’m not gonna want to let go. ;) hehe, nothing wrong with going down with just myself, and coming home with a boy is there? lol he’s great… *heart goes pitter patter*
I also saw my psychiatrist today (wednesday really), she agreed to put me onto wellbutrin, so hopefully that will alleviate some of the sexual side effects typically associated with antidepressent medication… we’ll see. having sex is something, even though i’m not a sex fiend or anything, i’d want to be able to do, if and when the situation would arise… no pun intended.
I’ve been insanely tired lately, like i have mono, but i’m certain i don’t have that, lol. I’ve also, in addition to workly mildly on my own website, and that of deckspin.com, been working on a skin for the chat program trillian. www.trillian.cc Get it, it’s good stuff man!
alrighty… well… i’ve been what i suppose is decently productive lately… www.deckspin.com is coming along pretty well, so far. we have the real audio up, etc… ;-)
i’m gonna try to make a skin for trillian here within the next few days… since most of this site is finished.
uhm… agreement with dave…. he’s stopped being involved with jared… if he for any reason becomes involved with him again i am going to leave permanently, i cannot tolerate that interaction. seems harsh, but….. it’s important to me. He says he’s going to send me money so i can visit him… …we’ll see.
i met andrew lastnight to chill, spent a good bit of time with him at the computer lab on campus, then we went out for breakfast at denny’s. had a pretty good time actually. …which is kind of refreshing when looking at my life recently.