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YAYAYAYAYAYAY i found my passport, lol, i very well may escape to russia now ;-)
and… omfg… compaq charging 550 dollars to get their ipaq connected to the internet wirelessly… *faints* that’s fucking expensive!
ok, so i’m still sick… haven’t vomited any more blood though… and i do feel a little bit better. but i still feel pretty bad. i’m totally sore.
hmm… i forget if i posted this or not… but i got my new desk yesterday, well, it isn’t new, it is the desk i have had since i was five years old, i love it, it’s antique, and it’s made of cherry wood! :-D look here.
YAY for me, i got to finally ban the mutherfucker who has been spamming the hotline server i’m an admin on.
uhm… yeah… i’m a little less violent today… but… you know… i’ve become a bitch. i’m glad.
oh yes… …from wired magazine: “weapons grade stupidity” i see way too much of that.
ok… i puked… …and i puked blood.
i’m so sick.. i’m dizzy… my stomach is killing me…
it’s probably, now that i’m bleeding in my stomach, an ulcer…
from all the stress…
and possible withdrawl symptoms from effexor, even thugh i did taper for about four weeks.
the mutherfuckin bitchcunt collector for the bank who goes above and beyond her duty to be an evil person… …so me losing my car is bad… the never ending bullshit with dave is bad… the fact that i can’t get a ‘real’ job here… …my company isn’t really making enough money yet that i can actually meagerly (sp) live off of… …my depression seems worse, but hell, that’s a fucking shock huh? but i’m also on lower meds for the next couple of days till i see my shrink again… …well… you name it…
my brother dave wrecked the above mentioned car into a tree yesterday… a tree in our OWN YARD… how fucking stupid do you have to be?! and he keeps taking it withuot asking me…
indigo has gone into total bitch mode… stayclear… that’s all i have to say… …if i’m not messaging you… don’t message me. ….considering i’ve removed or blocked 159 people in the last couple of days… ..and i’ve blocked my whole list but like two or three people before, sure… this is different. if someone is on my nerves… i’m throwing them away.. …no toxic or plastic people need bother with me. AND I MEAN THAT!
errr, i had a bumble bee fly into this room today, that was a lil freaky… those things are smart though, it found its own way out ;)
i still feel very very sick… starting (i hope) to feel a little better though. drinking some tea, that’s helping with that ‘ i wanna puke ‘ feeling.
hehe, sean is just totally adorable, i just wanna eat him up ;) lol… don’t even try to contort that, lol.
other than being sick and not really being able to think clearly the business is going well. i’m prety satisfied that i’m heading in the right direction(s)
hmm… wow, i realized i have a LOT of porn, lol… been getting rid of it to cdr today.
