fuck
Saturday, 30th June, 2001 :: 09:36 - Jots
argh blah. …i am sitting here trying to figure out how some brattish kid could hurt my feelings as badly as he has… i dunno, it’s like a combo of things… made me feel inferior, like i’m worthless. .. kind of reaffirming that the only reason people do anythign is to get something in return… and that i’ve been nice and not asked for anything, so i’m not getting anything…. …but if i were to offer him something, then it’d be all different…. i dunno, it’s bullshit, and it’s upset me.. damnit.
…still working on new deckspin graphics… so far, uhm, i guess it’s okay.