my mind says one thing, my heart says another
you know, I say I won’t develop or otherwise work on greymatter anymore… but you know what I’ve been doing the last 24 hours? Working on greymatter! GUH, I can’t stop… It’s half “can I do this, make this work” and half “I want this function, damnit!” lol…
anyway… I’m pretty impressed with myself, I’ve added or changed a lot of things that have sort of been bothering me. A lot of stuff has been “me only” sort of changes, but I’ve been trying to rework those into userconfig options, so that they can actually be changed… ;)
I don’t know, I still need to think about a lot of stuff… and… see how the basic mindset of everyone else is… I guess.
and… I really love davey… I think he knows how to deal with me so well… could be just completely a fluke… but when I’m pissed off, it’s never a good idea to try to calm me down… it’s sort of a “i’ll bite you if you get near me” sort of thing…
so… I think I’m going to not dismantle everything… but I’m getting my ass out of the forums… I think 90% of what frustrates me is what happens there; but I’m a capable perl h4×0r… and well… I should do that; it’s for the good of all.
January 29th, 2002 at 2:25 pm
I hope you know I’m glad to hear that. I’ll give you $100 if you keep things going at least until my birthday.
January 29th, 2002 at 4:24 pm
That’s all I want you to do anyway, man. We can handle the bastards.
Trying to calm you down is a bad idea? Damn, I’ll remember that next time and attempt to piss you off further. :)