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an anniversary of sorts today…

me and davey…. it’s a great thing.

I was looking back… posts from last year, in july… davey and my journals… where we’ve been… what we were thinking… and how we feel now… we’ve had something so good for so long.. . it really helps to alleviate any concern for the future.

We have a mutual commitment to making this work, and we will make it work.

Since we are unable to pinpoint the exact day, we’ve decided to make this (the 31st of march) our official anniversary.

I’m going to get the iBook with the combo drive… started the process to transfer some “buffer funds” into my debit account. I’m sure I’ll be happy with it, and it’s about time I just get the damned thing… and this way I end up saving quite a bit of my money in the process for the future. I’m going to hold off on getting the wireless router and airport card I think… see how much I like the ibook before investing any more money, lol. So it looks like wednesday will be purchase day for my ibook…. and I’ll probably just have it overnighted because I’m impatient… lol, been saving for months and I can’t wait 5-7 ground days, imagine that, so typical of me.

I’m bored… my ear hurts… and I have a headache, I feel like crap basically.

I’m still struggling with the whole ibook/powerbook thing, shock… I think I’m just going to go the ibook route and save the rest of the money… I’m paranoid like that…. never know when it’ll come in handy.

I know that everyone who ever reads this knows… and he certainly knows too.. but my last thought before sleep…

I love davey *extends arms for greatest reach* this much!

:-)

I just hope the plans work… I truly hope they work…

I go to sleep with that thought… every night it seems.. that in a few months, he’ll be in my arms… because that’s really what I want more than ever now.

It’s the first time… that I’ve really wanted to be with someone like this… there’s a passion, an intensity that I’m not familiar with it seems… i love him… it’s so simple; i absolutely love him…

…without any doubt in how I feel.

I want that chance… 96 days from now… and somehow more importantly… 139 days from now too.

zzzzzz….