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Hmm…

Drunken ex’s calling me tonight… with professions of love and other random nonsense…

I almost find it …… no, I do find it disturbing that I have an ex that calls me more often than the person I truly would like to be with… ….I just accept it though. :-/

I’m realizing that I should right down things, like specific dates, because I’m not sure exactly when davey leaves to go to eme’s prom, oops.

I found something that I want to get… but I don’t know how much it is… and I don’t know how appropriate it would be to get either… and… I’m actually censoring myself on that… shame on me. I’m so very cynical… but for some reason that coexists with unbridled optomism as well…. I suppose it’s all about the extremes… either I go through thinking that things will be completely perfect, or I think everything will go straight to hell, lol. I think perhaps that comes with a bit of impatience… at least, what I’m referring to… my wishful thinking, a true desire regardless of whatever happens.

May we dare to dream dreams not yet dreamt. May we find constant reward and challenge as we pursue the ongoing adventure of learning who we are and where we want to go. May we always have a special sense of our mission in life together, and may we never tire of the endless possibilities of exploring our shared existence.