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I’ve had several dreams lately that are mostly vignettes, strange enough to be afraid of even remembering them. I had two yesterday and try as I may, I could only remember the second… it was simple, just me running into Jake somewhere and hugging him. That was the relationship with all the potential never actualized, which reminds me of someone in particular, heh… it’s depressing.

Today I just kept having dream upon dream, all running together. I think the first was also a bit of a small one, I was sitting on the floor (I think)… JP was on a chair or stool or something not terrible elaborate next to me… there was some other random boy on a loveseat to my left… no idea who it might be… Matthew comes along and sits down next to that guy in a ‘very comfortable’ sort of way, disappointing… and then there’s JP again… just kind of there… an inch away from my lips, tentative kiss, and another with confirmation. [end]

That whole ’scene’ transformed into some weird first person shooter style world, where I had a crappy weapon that wouldn’t hurt a chicken, but these other guys, whomever they were, had killer stuff, literally. Toward the end I discovered that my weapon had settings, heh, and it was on something like ultra-low, hah. Yeah, that was strange and made little sense.